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Pero dopo la universita, voglio continuare le lezioni! Ci vediamo mie amiche! Un abbraccio! :: +Memory :: Tell a Friend :: 3 replies :: Reply
Why does it have to be so cruel? I checked this morning and it allowed to me enlist more subjects even if it's not my schedule. After a while, it didn't open anymore. Geez.
I have also decided to -really- organize my distorted priorities. Being the OC person that I am, I find it quite ironic how messed up my priorities are. I know I've taken my subjects for granted, especially my Pol Sci subjects. Boohoo. Probably, this was spurred by the idea that I computed my GWA the other night and lo and behold, tsktsk. Yun na yun. Last night I came up with a mantra that I am -forcing- my self to say everyday with the hopes that it will improve whatever twisted disposition I am in right now. (I will overcome the monster that I have myself have created.) I am super. I am loved. I figured I can't really control how people want to perceive me to be. But I can definitely control how I perceive my self, which I believe is more important. It's just a bonus if people will agree with me and accept me as the wonderful person that I actually am and overlook the deceitfully feisty aura and my pair of perpetually raised eyebrows. *hugs my self* hahaha Thought: What's with Fall Out Boy? Almost everyone I know is ecstatic about them. Anyway, I've just been expanding my choices in music. I've been downloading stuff by let me see, Robin Thicke... Ben Kweller... Lighthouse Family... and yeah, Fall Out Boy. I haven't really found my self appreciating FOB, probably in due time. The first three though are suh-weet :) I am super. I am loved.
It's not working out as planned. I'm supposed to enjoy my classes this semester but it's just not happening. I dread going to Math. I at least am enjoying Italian. My IR subjects should be fun... but recently it has become a drag. And PI... oh PI... why?!!!?! As my roomie once said, radical changes are better. Nothing gradual. Radical. Drastic. Change. NOW. Library nights! Monday. They have to happen. In terms of academics, money, people. Change must happen. Now. Choices had to be made. I have encountered a crucial one recently. It is the most stupid of all but I think it's worth it. Or at least I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it is. I, of all people, should know what I'm subjecting my self into. The only thing that would cushion the blow is t-r-u-s-t.
I am not going to lay my hands on another piece of chicken after yesterday. Steady lang is actually working for me. Happiness! Self. Friends. Family. Distorted priorities? Maybe. Haha.
Through all the paranoia, anxiety attacks, craziness. I never really got to thank you enough. As I have perpetually said, I am pretty much a difficult individual to deal with. Yet you all have put up with me. Super thanks, you guys. Really. At this point, special thanks go out to Fa, Koy and Shei! Just as when I was about to cry... GRAZIE. GRAZIE. GRAZIE.
5 classes today aaaaagain. Oh Lord, please make our Org Project for freshies a success. Please please please. Last week was the most harrowing first week of school, ever! Family had one of its highlights/ life altering talks last weekend. Life, sort of back on track. I hope I'm not speaking too soon, though. 2nd week. C'mon doooooown
I had to endure MRT - Philcoa squatting (really) with just a fraction of my behind on the edge of the seat! Lactic fermentation at its worst. Then when I couldn't stand it, I got down at Philcoa with very wobbly knees! First time, I fell and sat on the concrete road while disembarking a jeep not too long ago. (And I'm actually broadcasting it to the entire online community) Second, wobbly knees and squatting. Third, I couldn't bear to imagine... And now that i have to access my grades, CRS server is down Absolutely annoyed and pissed off. |
